Starting over:)

(Shh... Just Keep Breathing, It will get better)

Hey guyss:)

So this isn't a formal blog or story I wanted to share, just wanted to write a bit, although I have an exam tomorrow.. but I missed writing suddenly. I know, It's been a while.. not that I forgot to write. Just didn't have the time. 

So life updates!!!

I am in college. Landed in my mom's University somehow... Not that I didn't try to run as much as I could... There are way too many restrictions here. But. Well... It was either this or Tiruvanantpuram (IISER). So yep. Am officially a student of G.B.Pant University, B.Sc Agriculture. And it is fucking hard guys, I'll cry seriously. We have labs daily, in scorching sun. No amount of sunscreen prevents tanning. Moreover, regular god damn classes are killing me. Other than that.. 

I am involved in other things as well. 

So I took NCC. Yeah I have no plans about joining Army or Air force basically because mine is Air wing.

It's basically a need for gold medal in 4th year, because I knew I wasn't going to win in any sports. I know i know i am planning way too much from now.. but. I know am ambitious i guess. And i am trying to tone it down honestly. 

Like, in the beginning i stopped eating at all, I didn't eat a thing the entire day and used to have just dinner. 

And that.......

had consequences.

Yeah guys. I fainted during NCC drill, and fell right on my face!! And it was bad guys, i swear. Couldn't eat properly for a week. 

So i am trying to not put education over health. I just forget it sometimes... :)

Because you know.. if I'm not the best academically... Then what am i:)? Like what else is my thing? So yeah that's why i get a bit distracted. But i promise i am not repeating this.. atleast not on days we have NCC. 

And boy. NCC is a different experience in itself. I swear they use this term 'Ragda' and we are literally getting that. 

It's hard basically. But will be worth it when i get that medal! 

And well. I also got selected for the University Dramatics team. Another requirement for the medal:)

But I am loving it so far!! Seriously. Prabhat Bhaiyaa (senior from school) is a part of it too. And our seniors are way too talented!!! So much to learn. 

We have Kamboj sir (professor in college of vetinary science) to guide us. And honestly people, he is so cool!! And open minded and creative and like perfect! 

So that is really great!

I made decent friends too.. no replacement of Divya but, well they are good.. nivi well she is a senior now haha. To publically we can't really be the same... But call wagereh bhi theek hai uske saath.

Roommates are sweet. And like minded thankfully!!

We also wrote a paper. Yup within a month of college, we wrote a god damn research paper. Will update y'all if it gets selected for publication.

What else? 

There's so much to do, so much to learn and try and ughhh 24 hours aren't enough. I wish I had two night times, one for studying one for sleeping. 

But no i have learnt my lesson, taking ample sleep now haha. Don't look at my dark circles, they are liars. 

And we are having fun too... So many events. Nights. Shows. Life. 

College is a different world. 

I dont wanna leave it ever. 

(But I kinda wanna do, and be independent and live life my way too!!!)

So basically I am different now.. i no longer mope  for a dude who didn't care.. or i actually don't have the time for it. So really speaking, 

I am grateful for college so much:)<3

Here are some photos of the good times so far!!

Sakshi Dhami

Mustard thinning; CRC

Exhibition; school

Diwali party!

Boy was I scared to wear this at first, but I love this dress too much to throw it away for a guy. So here's it bitchess!!!

SRK's signature pose? More like my signature pose

Work programme, Mushroom centre. I was upset because my shoes got dirty and it was raining!

Workshop at NAHEP

Uff hotness! (Haha)

Saksham Bhatt, i forgot his name dude, Devashish; BTS dramatics team play in Gandhi Hall, played a doctor ahaha

That's it. Love you guysss!! 

I'll write again promise. There's an exam tomorrow.. so will go for now:)